Friday 15 June 2012

Just found out my dad cried too

dad's favourite cat :(

15/06/12

a very special day today.

Kiko, my very first family cat passed away today. :( it was 5 years 9 months old..was actually looking forward to its birthday this September (a day before UPSR) because 6, is my favourite number. i'm sorry, Kiko i didn't spend that much time with you (actually its bacause you have been sleeping almost everytime i am with you) .sigh.

Last thing i did before Kiko died was feed it..this morning. i should've gave you more food. sorry :(  why did you have to die today..i was so happy and then bam this news about your death just ruined my day. i love you so much because apparently i've been the closest to you. it's sad how i will never find you taking half of my bed sleeping like a boss, see you enjoying your sleep at the couch outside, your cute little paws on the car window, your 'sudden appearance' out of the blue -never failing to scare me, your gay meow, you half shaved fur because of your allergies, your 'cow nose' when we fight, how you can open doors by yourself and making me think it is some ghost because of how slow you walk, how jealous you can get when we bring new cats home and etc etc... i'm gonna miss seeing you everyday :(

I have 2 permanent scars from you if you dont know. one on my face and one on my right finger. so now whenever i look at my scars...it's gonna remind me of you :(

Scar 1 on my face: Got it when i was outside playing with Kiko until i saw 2 puppies on the road. forgetting cats were scared of dogs, i called it while holding Kiko and without realizing Kiko jumped onto my head leaving a scar on my face.maybe on my head too. im so sorry

Scar 2 on my finger: i dont clearly remember..but all i remember is that i didn't want you to go away until you slide down from my hand without on of your nails stuck in my finger...leaving a really deep cut which is now a scar. well sorry again? heheh

Best memories with Kiko?
when we first brought you home from church (Rhema)
you were the lucky one because all your other sibs are prolly dead or being stray cats now. you were the youngest and when we got you, your eyes were still close. and i remember how i would stay by you everyday (because well i was free since we had school holiday) until your eyes opened. only one side of your eyes opened though until like 3 days later then your other eyes opened. heh.

in KL- we were having Kenny Rogers when suddenly my maid called us from home telling us how Kiko got bitten badly by dogs. and....maid put a freaking band aid on your wound. HAHA she was so dumb lmao. well you got a hole on your right/left leg after that.

Kiko getting lost when it was a kitten. haha funniest one. we came back from dinner to find that Kiko was missing in action. We all cried. and until i was going to sleep, i put my hands under the pillow to find something really warm beneath. to my surprise it was kiko! hahaha buried under my pillow...sleeping

Kiko, as you all should know is a stray cat. so Kiko had been lost a couple of times. Twice, he was on the neighbours roof. it was soooo difficult to take him down that the brother had to climb onto the roof to bring it down. silly cat.

Just last week, Kiko spent the night in my room because dad's room was locked. LOL Meowed like crazy at 7 in the morning asking me to open the door but i was too lazy soo...he had to stay longer.

If you didn't know. Kiko died because my grandma accidentally knocked it over. you have no idea how sad my grandma is and how sorry she is for us.. :(
Grandma told me that these few days Kiko kept wanting to follow her to pick us up from school..i guess he wanted to see how Lodge looked like before he died? Kiko knew he was gonna die so when grandma fed it his favourite fish, it refused to eat. so unlucky for Kiko, when grandma was going out today, he quickly ran near the tyre of the car and without grandma realizing, Kiko was knocked over. :(  After that grandma quickly brought Kiko to the Vet...but he could'nt be save...so he died around 3. Kiko is buried in my garden now... why did Kiko have to die this way?! :( :(

that's all i can say about Kiko and my memories with him. there's so much and i'm lazy to type.
usually now Kiko will be sleeping on my bed but well...i guess God just wanted him back since Kiko was a gift to us from him :) RIP KIKO. the most unordinary cat with SWAG. "i hope you have nine lives.and wake up to be somebody elses cat." -Beezus. I love you so much. I'll miss you real bad..and your cacated tail :(



Sunday 10 June 2012

School

school tomorrow. yay -_-

finished my sejarah today so y'know what it means? gonna be late for school tomorrow bitches.
had to actually convince my bro not to go to school so early tomorrow. no idea what's wrong with my sibs because they always wanna go to school early. dafuq? I wake up at 6 every day, but they wake up at 5. so usually when i'm in the shower (i always take 15 minutes to sleep on the toilet bowl, 10 minutes to sleep in the shower and 5 minutes for shampooing), they will be downstairs done with their breakfast. -_- well actually only my little sister. my bro will be in his room sleeping until dad comes banging on his door. After showering i will take another 30 minutes to get ready for school...so i'm always the one who makes everyone late.

i fucking hate school especially now that we're sitting for PMR this year. asdfghjkl fuck this shit. Lodge is just...pure shit. with a shitty director, principal and some shitty teachers. The B.O.D should seriously fire Chang and hire someone like Mr Lee or smtg,

hahahha ok it's time to sleep though i'm not even tired. goodnight lovelies.

Saturday 9 June 2012

i'm bored

ask me questions!

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Sunday

12am. fuck this fuckery. school starts tomorrow and i just feel like killing myself right now.

anyway, im currently looking for Concentration Pills so that i can focus on my studies more. the pressure is on. gonna promise myself that i will work hard from today onwards till PMR. 7As!!

:)

finished watching Sundays At Tiffany's. Best movie ever i swear. How i wish i had an imaginary friend too....... and the little girl in the movie is gorgeous. Glad i watched this movie.

Sundays At Tiffany's





just saw this gif on Tumblr and i swear it's the cutest thing ever. such a young gentleman lol. so i guess im gonna watch this movie now :p  xx